September 29th-30th, 2007

JR is working this weekend. I can not be left alone while he's at work but I need my rest. When we have a friend stay with me they usually want to talk and I don't have that energy anymore so Whitney and Pete stay around all weekend and keep their eye on me.
I am still only drinking chicken broth and Gatorade. I have lost quite a bit of weight. Gatorade is starting to make me sick to my stomach by giving me an acid reflux issue.
I'm having a hard time seeing the LIGHT at the end of the tunnel. Seems like it just keeps getting worse... EVERYTHING just keeps getting worse. I quote PROMISES out of the Bible.. reminding GOD and JESUS about their promises to US.. some days I am just plain ANGRY at God and LIFE.. This weekend I am angry and unhappy!